Friday, September 14, 2018

Zaragoza

Mr. Kline was sitting in a dusty cafe, still talking to Mr. Blythe. It wasn't the fault of the owner; the sun was shining so hotly and brightly it must have been giving the airborne motes the power to defy gravity. The road hugging the patio itself seemed lazy, not even bothering to stretch out the well worn wells dug into it by wheels passing over. But so did the wind. And so did the coffee in their cups, cooled now to a tepid temperature and flavor as if to match the tenor of their conversation.

The mindless mumbling of the radio, turned to some news channel or other, had been mocking their own blathering for a while now, until, suddenly, for a brief second the smeared sound waves coalesced into a recognizable word. This jolted him into recall and he clambered at it, grabbing at the topic like a parched man at water.

"Have you hear of The Atrocity?"

Mr. Blythe stirred, an imperceptible motion better seen not by observing him but the dust disturbed by the air around him shifting. Kline's voice had hit his ear brimming with the sort of excitement that would pour out and fill at least 20 minutes. His ear told his voice to respond carefully.

"Hmm?" Mr. Blythe asked, his voice raising a worried eyebrow.

"The radio just mentioned it."

Kline's eyes were no longer looking through the patio but had now turned fully sideways to look expectantly at Mr. Blythe. They were awaiting signs of recognition, or dejection, or, bless the Lord, the tiniest interest finding itself piqued. Their imaptience did not last long. They broke their gaze, for he had already begun to continue.

"Just reading another army press release."

"Oh, what did they say? I didn't catch it."

They waited a moment, listening to the radio's continued buzzing stream to see if anything related coagulated from it. Nothing did.

"I'm not exactly sure, I wasn't listening carefully. But it's all the same as those times I've listened. They don't even mention the Sergeant."

At this, Blythe almost furrowed his brows.

"The sergeant?"

"The Sergeant, who gave the Order!" Kline said pleadingly.

Blythe leaned back slightly. "I'll be frank with you, I'm not fully informed."
Kline feigned surprise and masked joy. He had grasped at the radio's reminder so desperately because he had hoped as much.

"Down at one of the bases, 3 young men pretended to make a delivery. Once they got close enough they began throwing something at the soldiers. One hit the Sergeant in the eye."

"Uncivilized bastards."

"All the soldiers hit the ground, so they got away. The Sergeant ordered the soldiers to search the village and they found one of them. The army report said they interrogated him in the house and got the location of the other two. One was in the same house, and when he tried to run, the Sergeant ordered him gunned down."

"Why?"

Kline's voice was getting surer, quicker.

"They called it elimination of an insurgent terrorist threat following an attack deploying a fragmentation device."

"He got hit in the face with a grenade? How'd he live?"

Mr. Blythe's head had turned now, his  eyes slightly open in the direction of the conversation. Kline leaned foward for his grand reveal, creaking the table.

"He got hit by an egg. The Sergeant says a piece of the shell cut his eye. So because the shell broke, it made fragments." His fingers drew airquotes during 'fragments.'

A brief exhale of air by his nostrils later, he continued.

"This bastard killed a prankster and called him a terrorist."

Kline was getting slightly red.

"The report wouldn't have even come out if the dead kid's parents hadn't gone viral."

"Oh, right."

"And it wouldn't have been picked up if the first kid's sister hadn't recorded the interrogation. They waterboarded on the kitchen table. The Sergeant ordered it done right there. Just disgusting."

"Very true."

Kline was quite red as he continued. "Then our Army goes on to defend this guy with their "insurgent" bullshit? Who's making these decisions? No one ever asks that."

"No accountability."

"Why are we even There anymore? We're always somewhere." Kline had fully turned to face Blythe by now. "And there's no one to complain to. Just gotta wait for the system to do whatever."

"That's it."

"Doesn't it just en- rage you?" He said enrage with a pause. "Isn't it infuriating?" Kline snarled. His face was now scrunched up as if he smelled something nasty. His upper lip was curled, baring the teeth he growled through. "Doesn't it absolutely make your blood boil? It's fucked!" His fist slammed onto the table to punctuate just how fucked it was. It made the two cups of coffee jump into the air, the one in front of Blythe tipping over as it landed.

Immediately the two men each grabbed a napkin, one dabbing at the table and the other checking his pant leg and shoe for any errant droplets. As Kline was apologizing he looked up at Mr. Blythe's face, who was looking at his pants. It looked preoccupied with the conversation more than the coffee.  His mouth was slightly agape. His eyes were looking somewhere beyond the pants, beyond the cafe. The gears in his head were turning. They'd always been turning. They'd ground against each other until any teeth they might once have had were now smooth. Filed down. They just slipped past each other now, spinning in place, toothless.

Kline ordered two more coffees. The radio's smeared words pushed the dust back into place. They were too hot to drink, so Mr. Blythe and Mr. Kline waited until they were once again tepid.

Sunday, September 17, 2017

Poem: A Poor Substitute Can Teach a Rich Class Tho

wonderment
what wonder meant
i do so wonder what i could have lent
just how far it would have bent
which bar stooge could play fent
which stilts you gave up for lent

excellence
so excell hence
from henceforth lose all pretense
wherefore doth booze call intense
when your broth soothes and unmakes tense
and yet your sight leaves boys unfenced

fantasy
i'm a fan to see
openers twisting canned rigidity
foreigners mixing banned simplicity
an internal infernal rotting disease
cleansed beings ran run to the holy see

friendship
the ship that sails friends
ropes too frayed to keep the sailor's end
hopes too slayed, no peeps, barb or ken
folks dismayed at evil unearned
Yet you earned,
Yet you yearned;
Still unlearned. still once loved..

- Peter

Sunday, August 7, 2016

Poem: Grasps

She wants him back again
Let her count to 10
Catch her breath, an early death
Fore the tears come in

It's such a tragedy
The lonely travesty
A spirited cry, just one reply
Raised her ecstatically

Her heart flew to the sun
Her skin tingled as one
Her hair felt an extension of love
Her mind saw the clouds above
She wished for a moment
Just a singular moment
Wistful words of the moment
That his love, she could own it

It had been so sweet
A kind distraught repeat
Ahe heat, the passion the inescapable laughter
Pure love condensed and drenched in after
So torrential it soaks the skin
Links in from your bone to your grin
It must be a sin
The punishment i get
It must be the sin within

It can't be it's his fault
It's my fault, it's life's fault
It was a perfect storm of tension and catastrophe
So don't mention the apogee
The peak love that she remembers
And he can't see

- Peter

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Before the Ocean Rises

There's a rare sight you can catch if you look out your cabin window just before the ocean rises. Of course, that isn't literal. But any frequent flyer worth their airmiles will tell you that cruising at 33 000 feet, clouds look like they're floating symphonically on a light blue ocean. The reason, as you will no doubt know, is that there's just enough atmosphere below you that the light that diffracts as it hurtles towards us from that great big ball of light and hits air molecules starts coming at you from both below and upstairs. Normally, all the up-light is what we call the sky.

But, just as the sun's rising, if you happen to be sitting some few kilometers above the ground at the time, that fireball's light don't quite diffract. You look out a little and see a slow moving avalanche, white and imperfect and rolling, drifting carelessly over the land I'm sure a few hundred people call home sweet home. At this point you may look for panicked folks trying to save their lives and livelihoods, much to the nimbus avalanche's apathetic chagrin. Depending on your particular heading on morality's compass, some moderate shock or worry might set in. Those little lines, straight and unparallel, crooked here or there to bypass rocky maze walls, an expansive miniature insignia of ordered chaos, are quite empty.

I've been informed this is partly because the workday doesn't start until 8 o'clock and partly because clouds pose little danger to the average human. Yet those useful little vehicular rivers lie there, cutting through forest and plain and mountain. Even miles from a house, they carve out land for temselves, demanding a right to keep dirt barren and stay unique. How apt we chose the same color as we use to paint ourselves to tattoo gaia, as if yelling to the planet to acknowledge our existence, shrieking a muted demand for validation, a rebellious teenager proving to our parent that I'm here and make my own decisions and I don't  give a shit about what rules are followed under your roof. I've climbed above your roof, I've stood on it and jumped to the neighbor's house.

And earth, the apt mother long past rearing her first child, says nothing. I see the disappointment only in her eyes, but a rebel needs to find their own cause. So time ticks. The asphalt rivers and silos reflecting light like stars being born and dying slowly fade. The ocean rises.

Or 'haps I'm an old man with too little scotch in his tumbler.

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

15 04 2015

Today I breathe in dust
Dry woodchip and crumbled plaster.
This air is hollow,
Full of empty answers to what I ask her.

Deep black eyes and a smear of lipstick
Where the page was torn.
The phone fell over,
Needled words scrape my throat like thorns

Walk away
Walk up
Loop it
Lose it
Did she drop?
Or did she rise
And say goodnight.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Little Blonde Girl


She cried out
I've met his family
We're so serious
He's who I'll marry

She yelled loud
He's lovely and perfect
Almost cares about me
And pays me respect

She then whispered
I can control him
He listens to me
Plus he doesn't trim

She groaned
Ugh so boring
Give some push back
Stop your adoring

She told herself
I'll go to the club
Boys buy me drinks
And that cheers me up

She continues
What have I done?
Oh well it's his fault
And I did want him gone

I need a man
He needs to be smart
He needs to be funny
He needs to love art

He needs this n that
He needs to love horses
Be my prince charming
And love all my courses

Little blonde girl
You just need to stop
The same as your mother
Is where you'll end up

-Peter

Saturday, December 27, 2014

Carribean

I just woke from the sickest dream.  It had such a convoluted but simultaneously fun plot.
It was alternate history where this magical black pearl had the ability to give intellect and inventions n shit to people, almost asscreed style. The persian nation sent a ship out in 600 and it crashed off the coast of the aztecs. One aztec guy found the pearl, and the native americans were about as advanced as europeans by 1300. The aztecs became an empire called the Scotorpio Emnutu. Fast forward a little and i was one of the first explorers the aztec sent out to look for the persians, because they'd dug out their ships. The Spanish fleet attacked my ships on the open sea after a few days of sailing but damn the coast and shit looked gorgeous. A few decades later, me and a bud of mine are with morgan freeman (I know he's the actor, but also, he's a real person too). He rescued us from a ship wreck as a kid. He's kinda aristocracy himself, so we studied in this internationally acclaimed college, whose roots go back to the pearl. The Chinese, the middle east, europe, the new world, all of them tried to send their kids here. But afterwards, we weren't aristocracy, so we just worked with morgan freeman as this sopranoesque carribean tax collectors (around 1700s). On one island I run into classmates from the college, which included fucking alice yu. Also I almost got chopped up by this asian restaurant owner who hadn't paid his taxes and had killed the previous tax collectors. I know it was prpgressing somewhere, some run in with the pearl probably, but I woke up at like 4 in the afternoon.